Saturday, 4 December 2010

AsToldByBondi: ♥ A brighter day ♥

AsToldByBondi: ♥ A brighter day ♥: "Sorrow doesn't last a day, even when things aren't going your way And when tears stream down your face take yourself to a happy place ..."

♥ A brighter day ♥

Sorrow doesn't last a day, 
  even when things aren't going your way
And when tears stream down your face
  take yourself to a happy place 
And even when times change
  don't lock your emotions in a cage
Life may not go smooth as a rhyme
  but remember to take things one step at a time
And when your troubled nd ur heart beats fast
  believe me it's not gonna last
And if you once gave your heart
  and got it torn apart
Don't you dare mourn
  soon the tables would turn 
The road of life isn't straight
  but leave it all to fate
One day it will be a different story
  full of joy, happiness and glory, 
No matter how much the pain may be today, 
  there would come a day when the sun shall shine on your rubble 

This Is What I See When I See You

I see a remarkable woman 
With a kind and caring heart
Who is beautiful in every sense
        of the word. 


I see a smile that lights up
       the room. 
I see strength and wisdom. 
I see love--pure and true.
And if I had just one wish it would be
that you could see what i see
    When I look at you. 

♥:: BEAUTIFUL : :♥ 

Dedicated to Mirna Bilala, Janada Jafiya and Hauwa Jafiya 

Kisses & Roses

The fact that I love you isn't a fact to suppose, 
It's worth more than a kiss, a ring or a rose, 
Put ur hand on my chest feel my heartbeat fast, 
Without you even a second is too much 4 me to last, 
You run thru my mind so i cant think straight, 
You twist my emotions turn around my fate, 
With you I'm a whole number, without you im a fraction, 
I cant see anything else cos ur my maximum attraction, 
Kisses heal wounds, roses suit the heart, 
My heart is stuck to urs so nothing will tear us apart, 
I don't make resolutions but i just took an oath, 
That if blood is thicker than water, our love would be thicker than both, 
This is so perfectly written as if culled from a song, 
But these are real feelings that can never be wrong, 
If i could turn my love to water, quarter of it would be the Atlantic, 
I cud change for u and channel my feelings towards being romantic, 
I was born because u were my reason: destined for this path, 
I don't need a curriculum to know ure part of my math, 
Its never by power, ability, wealth or might, 
But its so suprising to know it was love at first sight, 
Kisses & Roses may be gifts to appreciate, 
But our exchange of hearts show the world we create, 
Songs don't last poetics aren't divine, 
And words cant express what i feel to know ur mine
I may be termed a fool but ur love makes me clever, 
Clever to the extent i know ur mine forever, 
We're BFFs so no need to show, 
What's inside is obvious: i love u and i guess u shud already know, 
When i was sick u were the only thing my doctor prescribed, 
He cudnt tell me how 2 but just to love you he described, 
I'll settle down 4 nothing less cos ur d best, 
Thank heavens for what we've been through at least i can die now knowing my soul can rest!

**Dedicated to Vino**

Thursday, 2 December 2010

The Paradox of Life

Might not have formed it but i just wanted to share:
The paradox of our time in history is that 

We have taller buildings but shorter tempers
We spend more but have less
We have wider free ways but narrower viewpoints
We have bigger houses but smaller families
We have more conveniences but less time
We have more degrees but less sense
More knowledge but less judgements
More experts yet more problems
More medicines but less wellness
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get angry too easily, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much and pray too seldom. 
We have multiplied our possessions but reduced our values. 
We talk too much, love too seldom and hate too often. 
We've learned how to make a living but not a life.
We've been all the way to the moon and back yet find it hard to cross the street and meet a new neighbour
We've done larger but not better things
We've cleaned the air but polluted our soul,
We've conquered the atom but not our prejudice
We write more but learn less
We plan more but accomplish less
We've learned to rush but not wait, 
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, 
Big men with small characters
Steep profits and shallow relationships, 
Fancier houses but broken homes
These are the days of quick trips, overweight bodies and pills that do everything from cheer to quiet to kill, 
and a time when u can read this and re-evaluate your life or ignore this. 
The reality of the life we live now. 

Tuesday, 30 November 2010

The Journey through Life

At 1, I enjoyed the admirable stares from my parents, a blessing had been brought into the house
At 5, I got told off for stealing an extra meat from the pot,
At 7, I got bullied in primary school,
At 8, I learnt to stand up for myself,
At 9, I wanted to be a model, an ambition sooo laughed at :(
At 10, I was assigned the responsibility of doing the dishes and cleaning the house
At 13, the mood swings started and so also the unnecessary desire to ''belong'' and said my first swear word :o
At 14, I took a wrong turn, made the wrong friends, said the wrong things did the wrong things and looked the wrong way away from God
At 15, my first kiss hehe and then the challenges of teenage hood started, there was the peer pressure and there were the irresponsible decisions.
At 16,  I got into alot of trouble and got warned!
At 17, the coonsequences of my decisions came crashing in my face and the i was told to start taking responsibilities for my actions
at 18, i grew up

Sunday, 15 August 2010

AsToldByBondi: Breaking of a new dawn

AsToldByBondi: Breaking of a new dawn: "As I sat and read the updates about the flood in Pakistan and how critical and heart-wrenching the situation was, I couldn't help but be gra..."

...And came joy

Some time ago, a friend of mine had an emotional breakdown, not the kind you get from relationships but those kinds that could make you contemplate living. As I sat and watched her cry on the bed, I wished for the right words to come to mind but I was blank. I kept rummaging through my brain telling myself to think hard and say something comforting but I just couldn’t get my brain to respond. Now there are so many things I want to tell her and I know she's reading this blog so here it goes:
Life unexpectedly throws darts at us, some dodge and some don’t. Life isn’t smooth; no one ever said it would be, just like a rose bush, such a beautiful flower yet with thorns underneath. Life knocks us down but it’s up to you to get back on your feet or stay there on the floor.  I know you’re going through a phrase but it would get better because no condition is permanent. Nobody feels your pain but you and it’s there to make you grow stronger. And no matter how tough the situation seems at the moment, it is gonna get better because that’s life for you, stormy today, sunny tomorrow.
There are sometimes when you feel you’ve had it with life’s troubles but sorrow doesn’t last, joy comes in the morning. You may be suffocating now, where you are but comes a time when you will breathe in life refreshingly with a smile plastered on your face and not a worry in place so take life’s burden as they come because one day you would be free.

Breaking of a new dawn

As I sat and read the updates about the flood in Pakistan and how critical and heart-wrenching the situation was, I couldn't help but be grateful for my life and where I am right now. Too many times, I've been unhappy and discontent with life, for what reason? probably cause I felt too fat or thought I wasn't pretty enough. We complain about the little unnecessary things, we feel nobody loves us so we take a razor and slit our wrists, we think our lives are messed up so we take drugs and wake up in different beds every day. if you think your life is messed up think twice, you go to bed and you wake up the next day, house intact, food on the table and clothes on our body and even enough money to buy the drugs u take but those Pakistanis went to bed with all hope in their eyes of waking up the next day to go to the farm or to the market and where did some find themselves? buried under the gushing water of the river, drowning and fighting for their lives, tears streaming down their faces as they watched their loved ones being swept away by the flood while clinging unto whatever means of survival they could find and you sit on your comfortable bed, it may not be comfortable but you can sit on DRY land and open your mouth to complain?
I wonder how fed up God is sometimes of hearing us complain. He has put you where He knows is best for you but you don't see it and you never will if every word from your mouth is a complaint. You think you have nothing to live for but you do, you have every right to live and every right to smile just for the fact that you saw the breaking of a brand new day; many would have loved to see that but they didn't get to, many would love to walk again even if for a split second, yet you have these incredible two things that carry you around and you complain of ''yams'', many would love to see the beautiful disaster of the world, you have two working eyes and you can still open your mouths to complain about them being bulgy, MANY and I mean A LOT would kill to have a sip of that sparkling water you're drinking but you can afford to complain about being fed up of water and the desire to have juice instead. It's sad, really sad.
You need to be thankful for the things you have, no matter how little they are because there are people out there who would kill to be in your position, so what if your legs are fat? stand solidly, so what if your eyes are bulging and big, you can see way more than others, so what if you have a big nose? breathe in life. Don't be an ingrate remember those who have no choice. I've sworn to always wake up with a smile on my face and make sure it never gets out of place and always be grateful for my blemishes, scars and flaws, it's high time you do the same.

Friday, 13 August 2010

AsToldByBondi: Sex

AsToldByBondi: Sex: "Every parents nightmare.... every girls fantasy... every boys hobby. What is sex though? that pleasurable moment? the climax? the foreplay? ..."


Every parents nightmare.... every girls fantasy... every boys hobby. What is sex though? that pleasurable moment? the climax? the foreplay? the aftermath? that intense moment in which your bodies flow in rhythm together and you absorb the scent and sweat of each other?  I think sex is overrated no scratch that, teenage sex is overrated. Everyone wants to try it; boys looking for ways to lure girls into bed just for the pleasure of it, some because they want to share that special thing with you and others because they cant control their hormones. I once read in a book '' I kissed Dating Goodbye'' that ''Intimacy without commitment is like icing without a cake though sweet it makes us sick in the end'' Lets take sex for our intimacy and commitment as commitment. We all want to enjoy the fine things of life and by fine things I do mean sex, but no one wants to take responsibilities for their actions.
Boy meets girl, girl falls in love, Boy falls in lust. He's in it for the pleasure, what are you in it for? What happens when the condom breaks or the pills fail? would he still stand by you through those nine months or drag you by your wrist  to the hospital for an abortion? There's gonna be the pressure for sex in every relationship, but if you are not ready do not force yourself. If he leaves you, you know exactly what to do, move on with your life and look for someone who's gonna wait for you.Just cause ''everyone'' is doing it doesn't mean you should leave your comfort zone to do it, if you've got principles stick to them and be faithful it pays off. And the next time you want to get intimate think twice, his five minutes of fun hold a nine month consequence and a life time mistake. Don't be foolish, sex isn't a trending fashion fab and even if it is be unique and wait till you're ready!!!! Don't be a reckless abandon!