Sunday, 2 November 2014

I miss you

I hated how busy he was
And I hated how much time I had on my hands to notice that,
It made me feel needy
And I hated that more 
I hated how emotional I got over every cancelled date or that I only got thirty minutes in a day to see him,
If I was that lucky 
I envied my little sisters and their puppy love
Chatting away every minute and getting replies
Whereas I slept off waiting for a returned call or a replied message 
I hated this new phase 
But wasn't that part of being in an adult relationship?
Worse, I hated our fights 
We had come to this new place of misunderstanding 
He was stressed, I felt neglected 
I never meant to let things get this way
I just needed him and he couldn't be there
I guess he needed me too
And we found ourselves struggling with new responsibilities among other things
We just weren't prepared for the sacrifices we would have to make
Including us....


  1. OMG! This made me cry. It was as if I was the one writing it!
    Every single word is a reflection of exactly what has happened to me. At the end I was left shattered, & now I'm trying to put back pieces of my life together.

    1. Awwww Amina we are such soul mates. It's a relief to know I'm not the only one who feels this way. You'll be fine darling xx